Baba Ne Darash Dikhaaya Jab Guruji Ki Yaad Sataayi
11th 0ctober 2007
Baba Ne Darash Dikhaaya,
Jab Guruji Ki Yaad Sataayi
Pyaar Hi Pyaar Barsaaya,
Jab Guruji Ki Yaad Sataayi
Apne Paas Bulaaya,
Jab Guruji Ki Yaad Sataayi
Apni Sharan Mei Rakhaa,
Jab Raman Ko Guruji Ki Yaad Tadpaayi
बाबा ने दरश दिखाया,
जब गुरुजी की याद सताई
प्यार ही प्यार बसाया,
जब रमण को गुरुजी की याद तडपाईी
अपने पास बुलाया,
जब गुरुजी की याद सताई
अपनी शरण मैं रखा,
जब गुरुजी की याद सताई
On the 11th October, 2007 after morning Darshans in the ‘Sai Kulwant Hall’, I had started crying as I heard my ‘Divine Nirmal Guruji Maharaj’s voice saying, “Langar Kha Ke Jaayi”. I just could not stop my tears from flowing after having heard his voice, remembering the love and blessings he had showered on me and began missing him even more and as I opened my eyes I saw Sai Ram approaching the side in which I was sitting, in his car looking directly at me.
As I left the Hall and enquired about the Canteens I came to know that they had closed down as breakfast time is till 8:30 a.m. and it was 10 a.m. I was now confused as to where I could receive Langar that too in Puttaparthi where there are Mainly Canteens or one has to go to the Main market and food has to be purchased. I got only lunch packed from ‘Sai Surya Hotel’ on my return to ‘Sai Gauri Apartments’ as I was feeling very sad and low and did not feel like eating breakfast.
When I entered Bhatia Aunty’s kitchen to request for a cup of tea, I saw the entire family was seated around the dining table and having breakfast in a very lively environment and began insisting that I join them. I accepted their offer and joined them. In the ‘Langar’ I had delicious Dosas with Sambhar and Coconut Chutney made by Shruti Didi. (She is Bhatia Aunty’s daughter-in-law). As by now I believed this was ‘The Langar’ My Divine Nirmal Guruji Maharaj had told me to eat, I thanked Divine Nirmal Guruji Maharaj, Sai Ram and the entire family for providing me with delicious ‘Langar’. In most of my Divine Nirmal Guruji Maharaj’s Satsangs the Phenomena of receiving his Blessings through the partaking of his ‘Langar’ is mentioned and always experienced.
Immediately after this I heard the sound of laughter from the Meditation Hall or Mandir in the ‘Sai Gauri Complex’. Upon approaching which I met Caesar for the first time, who was giving a Discourse on Divine knowledge and what he said made sense to me. It was with him that I had shared and was guided about a few Miracles that I would experience.
As before he would give a Discourse on a topic my Divine Nirmal Guruji Maharaj would give me practical experiences. Like one of the incidents that I will narrate here is of – the previous night I had seen during my Flame Meditation the chair in the room Disappear and Reappear and then my entire body had Disappeared and Reappeared except the head part. I had seen all this with WIDE OPEN EYES! As I told this to Caesar he laughed and said : ‘Today’s topic was MIND and NO MIND, the more we keep our MIND BLANK and finish the EGO in ourselves the more the illusions of the unreal world Disappear and he himself had experienced this Phenomenon before.’
He further told me how Sai Ram had looked at the photograph of ‘Gautam Buddha’ and with a Similar Smile on his face, with his eyes closed had told him to go and guide others and so he was giving talks on Divine Knowledge. He also said that, “I am happy to have met you and feel more useful and I am able to understand you fully when I speak to you as mostly the crowds come up with stupid questions and don’t want to self Investigate and rather analyse with their MINDS. If the MIND had the power to analyse the DIVINE then no one would have to experience grief, after all the MIND understands ONLY DUALITY and is ONLY an INSTRUMENT USED by the SELF ‘NOT’ the ‘SELF’ so for Meditation ‘NO MIND’ is required, NO THOUGHTS or a BLANK MIND and then they too will Disappear. On hearing this I laughed and told him my Divine Nirmal Guruji Maharaj had shown and explained this to me long time AGO (PRACTICALLY).
Continued in the Book…..
(These are Divine words and not to be changed by anyone since that will not be in interest of anyone).