WRITTEN ON 15TH SEPTEMBER 2007 AT 3:40A.M.
Aao Aao, Guru Dhaam
Aao Aao, Paawan Dhaam
Bolo Bolo, Paawan Naam
Bolo Bolo, Guru Shyam
Aao Aao, Sita Ram
Aaoo Aao, Guru Shyam
Bolo Bolo, Paawan Naam
Bolo Bolo, Sai Ram
Aao Aao, Ghan Shyam
Aao Aao, Radha Dham
Bolo Bolo, Radha Naam
Bolo Bolo, Meera Naam
Govind Bolo, Hari Gopal Bolo
Radha Raman, Hari Govind Bolo-2
आओ आओ, गुरु धाम
आओ आओ, पावन धाम
बोलो बोलो, पावन नाम
बोलो बोलो, गुरु श्याम
आओ आओ, सीता राम
आओ आओ, गुरु श्याम
बोलो बोलो, पावन नाम
बोलो बोलो, साई राम
आओ आओ, घन श्याम
आओ आओ, राधा धाम
बोलो बोलो, राधा नाम
बोलो बोलो, मीरा नाम
गोविंद बोलो, हरी गोपाल बोलो
राधा रमण, हरी गोविंद बोलो-2
Whenever I would visit my DIVINE NIRMAL GURUJI MAHARAJ in the beginning at Empire Estate and would have to wait for my DIVINE NIRMAL GURUJI MAHARAJ’s ‘Darshan’ and ‘Langar’ in the garden outside, I would feel very left out and lonely, as most of the Sangat would come with their families and sit in groups and do ‘Satsangs’ (telling each other of their experience with our DIVINE NIRMAL GURUJI MAHARAJ) and I would usually go there all alone apart from the few instances when my mother and my sons had accompanied me (before joining Boarding School).
One day sitting at home all alone, I felt lonely thinking how lost I feel in the Mandir Grounds and confused should I go there or not, and while reading a Book of Satya Sai Baba read that after ‘Darshans’ one should meditate on my FORM then he Himself helps in uplifting his Devotees spiritual upliftment and so I decided to do so at Empire Estate meditating on the FORM of my DIVINE NIRMAL GURUJI MAHARAJ.
Now mostly sitting alone I would hum-
“Om Namah Shivay, Shivay Namah Om
Har Har Har Har Haray Namah Om”
From the very first time I had met My Divine Nirmal Guruji Maharaj, he had always blessed me by saying, “Kalyan Kitta” and once when Guruji had announced loud and clear in the ‘Durbar’,”Meher Kitti Hui Hai”. I have mentioned about it in detail in the “Tirche Naina Wale” Satsang.
And now I could have never imagined even in my wildest Dreams, myself WRITING AND SINGING ‘Bhajans’, Baanis or Shabads given to me DIRECTLY BY MY DIVINE NIRMAL GURUJI MAHARAJ and SINGING THEM AMONG THE CROWDS OF THE SANGAT AT THE GROUNDS OF EMPIRE ESTATE AND BADA MANDIR. Now I know I am actually BLESSED by HIS DIVINE GRACE. I used to secretly yearn to sing ‘Bhajans’ and deep within always wanted some SIGNAL from the DIVINE as in the past, my Husband and entire family had STRICTLY kept me AWAY from ‘BHAJANS’. Once someone in my family had also distributed my entire collection of ‘BHAJANS’ to servants when I was not in Kanpur and since then I had lived with deep HURT WITHIN ME.
AND NOW WITH MY DIVINE NIRMAL GURUJI MAHARAJ’S GRACE I AM ABLE TO WRITE MY SELF AND ALSO RECIEVE THE TUNES ALONG WITH IT. MY DIVINE NIRMAL GURUJI MAHARAJ HAS FULFILLED A DESIRE OF MINE WHICH I HAD FORGOTTON IN THE PAST.
THANK YOU GURUJI AND LOVE YOU GURUJI FOR HAVING FULFILLED THIS DESIRE OF MINE TO WRITE AND SING OF YOUR DIVINE GLORIES
FROM: YOUR RAMAN
Continued in the Book…
(These are Divine words and not to be changed by anyone since that will not be in interest of anyone).
