Shabad-Mere Sarkaar Tum Hi Ho/ Guruji’s Answer/
Humko Muhobbat Hai Tum Se
First these lines were dictated to me
‘’Humko Muhobbat Hai Tumse’’
4th June, 2009 8:53 p.m. Thursday Evening
Humko Muhobbat Hai Tumse,
Yeh Ikraar Ghadi-Ghadi Karata Hoon
Jaan Hatheli Par Rakhkar
Aahen Ghadi-Ghadi Bhartaa Hoon
Aane Waali Hai Mulakaat Ki Ghadi
Yugon Se Leelayen Rachtaa Hoon
हमको मूहोब्बत है तुमसे,
यह इकरार घड़ी-घड़ी करता हूँ
जान हथेली पर रखकर
आहें घड़ी-घड़ी भरता हूँ
आने वाली है मुलाकात की घड़ी
युगों से लीलाएँ रचता हूँ
4th June 2009 2:09 a.m.
Ch-Mere Sarkaar Tum Hi Ho,
Sartaaj Tum Hi Ho,
Tum Hi Ho, Tum Hi Ho,
Tum Hi Ho, Tum Hi Ho
Der Laagi, Pehchanne Mei Tujhko
Pechankar Bhi, Janne Mei Tujh Ko
Der Hi Sahi, Maana To!
Tum Hi Ho, Tum Hi Ho
Tum Hi Ho, Tum Hi Ho
Tum Hi Se Jannat, Tum Hi Se Shafaayen
Tum Hi Se Kudrat, Rangeeniyan Bhi Hain
Tu Hi To Hai Vo, Dhoondhta Dil Jisko
Tum Hi Ho, Tum Hi Ho.
Tum Hi Ho, Tum Hi Ho
Mann Ka Kehna, Na Maanna Tum Sakhiyon
Yehi To Hai Vo, Dil Ki Hi Raahen
Dhoondhata Dil Jisko
Tum Hi Se Shuru, Tumhi Pe Khatam
Tum Hi Ho, Tum Hi Ho
Tum Hi Ho, Tum Hi Ho
Tumhi Hi Se Bandhan, Tumhi Se Aazaadi
Aur Bandagi Nahi Aashiki Mei Koyi
Yehi Jane Raman
Tanhaa Hokar Bhi, Tanhaa Nahin Mein
Kyunki Ho Tum, Hamesha Saath Hamaare
Tum Hi Ho, Tum Hi Ho
Tum Hi Ho, Tum Hi Ho
Naata Jo Meine, Tujh Se Hai Jodaa
Duniya Ke Jhoothe, Rishton Se Munh Modhaa
Sachcha Hai Vaada, Jo Tune Kiya Hai
Saath Rahega, Janmon Hamaara
Yehi Meine Maanaa, Yehi Meine Maanaa
Tum Hi Ho, Tum Hi Ho
Tum Hi Ho, Tum Hi Ho
च-मेरे सरकार तुम ही हो,
सरताज तुम ही हो,
तुम ही हो, तुम ही हो,
तुम ही हो, तुम ही हो
देर लागी, पहचानने में तुझको
पहचानकर भी, जानने में तुझ को
देर ही सही, माना तो!
तुम ही हो, तुम ही हो
तुम ही हो, तुम ही हो
तुम ही से जन्नत, तुम ही से शफाएँ
तुम ही से कुदरत, रंगेनियाँ भी हैं
तू ही तो है वो, ढूंढता दिल जिसको
तुम ही हो, तुम ही हो.
तुम ही हो, तुम ही हो
मंन का कहना, ना मानना तुम सखियों
यही तो है वो, दिल की ही राहें
ढूंढता दिल जिसको
तुम ही से शुरू, तुम्हीं पे ख़तम
तुम ही हो, तुम ही हो
तुम ही हो, तुम ही हो
तुम्हीं ही से बंधन, तुम्हीं से आज़ादी
और बंदगी नही आशिकी में कोई
यही जाने रमन
तन्हा होकर भी, तन्हा नहीं मैं
क्यूंकी हो तुम, हमेशा साथ हमारे
तुम ही हो, तुम ही हो
तुम ही हो, तुम ही हो
नाता जो मैंने, तुझ से है जोड़ा
दुनिया के झूठे, रिश्तों से मुँह मोड़ा
सच्चा है वादा, जो तूने किया है
साथ रहेगा, जन्मों हमारा
यही मैंने माना, यही मैंने माना
तुम ही हो, तुम ही हो
तुम ही हो, तुम ही हो
And then in answer to this, Guruji said:
Vaada Jo Todhu, Tujh Se Mukh Modhu
Aaunga Na Zamee Par Mei Kabhi Bhi
Aata Hoon Tujhi Se Muhobbat Karne
Hoon Pyaar Tera Janmon Se Janmon Tak
Maanaa Yeh Maanaa Pyaar Hai Tujh ko
Maan Le Kehnaa Pyaar Hai Mujhe Bhi
Aelaan Karoon Sareaam Mein Bhi,
Haath Pakad Chal Raahen Sab Teri,
Pyaar Mujhe Bhi Hai Pyaar Mujhe Bhi,
Raman Nirmal Ki Thi Hai Rahegi
Jaantaa Thaa Tab Bhi, Jaantaa Hoon Ab Bhi.
वादा जो टोढू, तुझ से मुख मोढू
आऊँगा ना ज़ामी पर मैं कभी भी
आता हूँ तुझी से मुहोब्बत करने
हूँ प्यार तेरा जन्मों से जन्मों तक
माना यह माना प्यार है तुझ को
मान ले कहना प्यार है मुझे भी
एलान करूँ सरेआम मैं भी,
हाथ पकड़ चल राहें सब तेरी,
प्यार मुझे भी है प्यार मुझे भी,
रमन निर्मल की थी है रहेगी
जानता था तब भी, जानता हूँ अब भी.
‘Ik Boond Peril’Satsang-
I always tried to reach Empire Estate early so that I could receive ‘Sewa’ but always landed up reaching late no matter how much I tried and missed receiving Directions from Guruji directly to do ‘Sewa’.
After My Divine Nirmal Guruji Maharaj Had Taken Mahasamadhi, Later one Day late in the evening about 11:30 p.m. when I was at Empire Estate and had gone to the garden opposite Guruji’s house to have water in the Cooler room and I noticed one empty used Glass in the wash Basin and thinking I had finally received an opportunity to do ‘Sewa’ EVEN IF IT IS OF WASHING A SINGLE STEEL GLASS ALONG WITH MY OWN USED GLASSS, from which I had ‘Jal Prasad’ I was very happy and looked around and noticed a bottle of ‘PERIL’ (Liquid Detergent used for washing utensils ) and thinking one drop will be enough to wash the two glasses I TOOK ONLY ONE BIG DROP OF THE LIQUID DETERGENT ‘PERIL’ AND BEGAN WASHING THE TWO GLASSES. As I opened the tap to wash off the Detergent on the Glasses SOAP BUBBLES BEGAN FORMING AND FALLING OUT THE GLASSES AND SOON I REALIZED THE MORE I TRIED WASHING OFF THE SOAP BUBBLES BY INCREASING THE FLOW OF THE WATER, (BY TWISTING THE TAP) THE BUBBLES KEPT INCREASING. IN A FEW MINUTES THE WHOLE WASH BASIN WAS FULL OF BUBBLES OF SOAP WATER, LIKE FROTH IN THE SEA WAVES, AND TO MY BEWILDERMENT BEGAN NOT ONLY OVERFLOWING FROM THE WASH BASIN BUT ALSO FROM THE DRAINAGE PIPE BELOW THE WASH BASIN. I TURNED OFF THE TAP BUT THE SPEED AT WHICH THE FROTH WAS FORMING SEEMED TO HAVE INCREASED AS IT WAS AT A VERY FAST PACE THE WHOLE FLOOR OF THE COOLER ROOM WAS FULL OF FOAM AND IT CONTINUED INCREASING TO THE EXTENT THAT IT NOT ONLY FILLED THE FLOOR OF THE COOLER ROOM BUT NOW BEGAN OVERFLOWING TOWARDS THE GARDEN.
NOW ALARMED AS I REALIZED I WAS UNABLE TO STOP THIS HOW MUCH I TRIED BY SPLASHING THE FOAM WITH BOTH MY HANDS AND FEET FRANTICALLY, I RAN OUT OF THE COOLER ROOM SCREAMING AND CALLED A ‘Sewadaar’ volunteer to look into the matter as it seems the drainage pipes had got blocked. The ‘Sewadaar’ volunteer said he had never seen anything like this before in so many years at Empire Estate he will report to the authorities, and asked me how did it Happen? After all blocking of a pipe is understandable but the increasing foam can’t be logically explained. I told the ‘Sewadaar’ volunteer ‘I Don’t Know’
As I ran into the ‘Durbar hall’ I heard My Divine Guruji’s Voice Telepathically asking me ‘Tu Ki Kitta’ and I spontaneously with both my hands held the tips of my ears and Said, “Guruji Sewa” .then onwards I realized I am not to do ‘Sewa’ as this was confirmed through a Sangat to whom Guruji had Said, “Isnu Sewa karni Mana Hai” another day as I entered the Kitchen of a Sangat’s house while they were preparing Langar for the Evening Satsang I requested the Aunty to allow me to operate the Mixie and I telepathically heard Guruji’s voice saying, “Khaledaa Na Payin” meaning, don’t create a mess.
I was hurt as to why I was not allowed to do ‘Sewa’ and ONCE GURUJI TOLD A SANGAT, “I AM TO DO ROTI SEWA AND I AM ALLOWED TO DO IT ONLY ONCE”.
That day I had an experience which is difficult for me to describe only this I can tell that as I was cooking the ‘Rotis’ the Tongs were getting overheated because of which my hands were burning. I kept thinking, let my hands burn and have bristles on them but I will Not Stop at anything and do my bit of the ‘Sewa’ and before I could realize that I had been holding those extremely hot tongs for nearly twenty minutes a few ladies from the Sangat walked into the kitchen saying in spite of the AIRCONDITIONER IN THE ROOM THEIR BODIES WERE RADIATING HEAT AND ALL OF THEM HAD BECOME EXTREMELY UNCOMFORTABLE AND WERE PRESPIRING PROFUSELY AND SO CAME OUT OF THE ROOM . I realized I had no bristles in my hands and then I was told to stop cooking the Roti’s and with My Divine Guruji’s Grace all the ladies started feeling normal immediately. This experience of doing ‘Sewa’ made me realize that I am not to insist to do ‘Sewa’.
(These are Divine words and not to be changed by anyone since that will not be in interest of anyone).
